How long have you been following Jesus, and what were your first steps?
God may have been calling You to follow Him for a long time. Did you hear His first whisper, and have you learnt to recognise His call today? Explore the following things to learn how He has been part of your life, perhaps for many years.
When did you first learn about God? Was there a special person involved? (eg a parent or grandparent?)
When did you first go to church (might have been very recent, or perhaps a long while ago; and might have been at a funeral or wedding, a normal service, or perhaps a Junior Church/Sunday School)?
When was the first time you asked for God's help, and did the result surprise you?
Have you tried asking for God's help now? See if the result surprises you again.